Kim Kardashian Says She Feels Like a ‘Failure’ Amid Relationship Troubles with Kanye West

The Kardashian-Jenner family has filmed the last and final family vacation for Keeping Up With The Kardashians. However, Kim’s troubles in her relationship with Kanye West had her starting the trip off on the wrong foot.

In an episode of the reality show, Kim walked into the family’s vacation spot on Lake Tahoe and expressed her anger at a plat of cookies. She asked if she did not say no to these cookies and asked them to be taken away. The reality star said she gained 15 lbs and its not a joke. She said, “Did I not say no to these cookies? Like, they have to be taken away. I gained 15 lbs., like, this is a joke. I’m gonna throw them in the toilet”.

Kendall Jenner asked Kim to control herself because she likes them. Kim went on to say that she cannot eat them and she is not joking. Khloe, on the other hand, advised her to not start complaning. To which Kim said, “Where’s my room? I just want to go to my room and never come out.”

Khloe revealed in a confessional that Kim has been struggling privately behind the camera about her relationship. She said its tough because she is clealy redirecting so much of her frustration, sadness, and anger. The Good American founder said, “And, you know, sometimes you just take things out on something that has nothing to do with what you’re going through. It’s not the cookies’ fault.”

“Why am I still in this like, place where I’m stuck for years?”

When this episode was film, Kim and Kanye were still together after a rough year. It included the rapper’s unsuccessful presidential run where he revealed personal things, rumours of divorce and much more public drama. However, in February, Kim filed for divorce from the rapper with whom she shares 2 daughters, North and Chicago and 2 sons, Saint and Psalm.

“How are you and Kanye doing?” Khloé asked Kim after the cookie incident. The KKW Beauty mogul said there is no fighting and it is all calm so she is just going with it. This was before Khloe revealed that Kim and Kanye had a fight before the family’s Tahoe trip where Kanye was absent.

“Kim is dealing with so much right now, and it’s tough because before we left, her and Kanye had this big fight,” Khloé told the cameras. Then there was footage that was the aftermath of the couple’s fight where Kim was crying to her sisters about what happened. Kim shared that she cannot do this anymore as she continued crying.

“Why am I still in this like, place where I’m stuck for years? Like, he goes and moves to a different state, every year, I have to be together so I can raise the kids, you know? And he’s an amazing dad, he’s done an amazing job …” Kim further says how she thinks he deserves someone that can support his every move, follow him everywhere and move to Wyoming. She noted that she cannot do that.

“I feel like a f—— failure, that it’s like, a third f—— marriage”

The Skims founder said, “He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything.” Kim further said, “I feel like a f—— failure, that it’s like, a third f—— marriage,” Kim added. “Yeah I feel like a f—— loser. But I can’t even think about that like, I want to be happy.” 

Khloe further said in the confessional that Kim is an “incredible human being” because she tries to protect their union at all costs. She further added that it is hard when one carries that responsibility on their shoulders. The Good American founder said, “Kim is one of the most incredible human beings, literally ever, and she tries to protect their union at all costs, but it’s hard when you carry that responsibility on your shoulders and I just want her to take care of herself too.”

The footage went back to her conversation with Kim in Tahoe. “You can always talk to me about whatever,” she told Kim. The Skims founder said there is nothing to talk about as she said she won’t live with the fighting and stuff if it was constant.

In the episode, the family was also trying to savour their last family vacation on KUWTK with Khloe suggesting that they create and bury a time capsule. Kris Jenner was putting together a scavenger hunt which was based on some moments they have documented over the years. The momager also arranged a Secret Santa gift exchange.

“Because this is our last family trip, I thought the Secret Santa gifts should represent something that was sentimental to us about the show for the last 20 seasons, something that stood out, and that’s what your gift to that person should be,” she explained. 

Kourtney Gets Annoyed With The Family

Many of the gifts had a connection with the show but Corey Gamble’s present to Kourtney Kardashian caused her to pause. She opened her gift and found a gold necklace that said “love”. Corey commented that it was to represent the future she will give Scott Disick.

“Corey,” Kourtney said, clearly unnerved by the comment about ex Scott.  She said in the confessional that people are always trying to convince her in her family to get back with Scott but they don’t know the whole picture. The Poosh founder said her and Scott have had private conversations and he knows what she would need to even consider it being an option.

Kourtney then went ahead to discuss about Scott with Kim and Khloe. She told them about their private conversations and said he has not done it. The reality star said, “He hasn’t done it, but I feel like how he talks to other people, he’ll say it’s because of me. And then I feel like when he has conversations with you guys, everyone’s talking about, ‘Oh, you guys should get married’ and I’m like, ‘Does everyone just like, believe every word that he’s saying?’ It all gets put on me.”

Kim said it is a burden that she’s feeling. Kourtney replied, “No, because it’s like, Scott saying it and then he’s like, ‘The whole family’s supporting, we just need Kourtney to get on board’ and it’s like, no,” The KKW Beauty mogul asked her sister if she is okay with living her life like this and Kourtney was trying to continue sharing.

The Skims founder pressed about wanting an answer to the question as she said she is getting impatient. She said, “I really need an answer. What is going to happen?” The episode ended there with a “To Be Continued…”

The Keeping Up with the Kardashians series finale airs Thursday, June 10 at 8 p.m. ET on E!

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